🅕 / Ⓕ Exchange_Note 芬蘭交換期心得
2022.08.18 — 2023.01.10 Finland, Nordic, Europe
🅕 - Moi moi
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最後以離別感作結。其實短短的時間，開始深刻的思念家鄉沒多久後，也就差不多要回家了XD 而且每天很忙，假日也忙著到處玩，根本也沒啥時間想家XD 但不得不說我還是體驗到了某種在異鄉的無助感，特別是在一開始的那陣子。當身旁的所有事物都處於未知數時，就有什麼事都必須自己來的迫切感。因此我想我特別佩服那些能夠毅然決然前往國外留學或工作的人們。即便我只離開了一下子，就會有滿滿的不捨與思念，更何況是那些長期旅居國外的人。或許日子久了總是會習慣、麻痺、淡然處之，但我總覺得某些時刻感受到的孤獨感是特別強烈的，加上處於異國，那是更難解決的吧！總之我很慶幸沒有經歷那樣的離別感，不然一定很辛苦吧！能夠下定決心到國外發展一定是件不容易的事情，不過就像當初與芬蘭道別時，還是許下了一個日後再度重返北歐/歐洲的心願～
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Finally, I ended with a sense of separation. In fact, in a short period of time, after starting to miss my hometown deeply, it was almost time to go home XD And I was so busy every day and playing everywhere on holidays that I didn’t have much time to miss home XD But I have to say that I still experienced a certain feeling of helplessness in a foreign country, especially in the beginning. When everything around you is unknown, there is a sense of urgency that you have to do everything on your own. That’s why I think I particularly respect those people who are determined to go abroad to study or work. Even if I leave for just a short while, I feel a lot of sadness and longing, let alone those who live abroad for a long time. Maybe after a long time, you get used to it, get numb to it, and take it lightly, but I feel that the loneliness I feel at certain moments is particularly strong, and being in a foreign country makes it even harder to deal with. I’m glad I didn’t have to go through that kind of separation, otherwise it would have been very hard. It must have been hard to make up one’s mind to go abroad. But just like when I said goodbye to Finland, I made a wish to return to Nordic/Europe in the future~